Wanna be in my gang?

I have so many thoughts about gang bangs, I don’t know where to start.

Most of my fantasies revolve around being used by multiple people. But is this something that I’d like to try out in reality or something that should stay firmly in the fantasy world?

I do fear being in a large group of penis owners. Would they be respectful of me and my limits? I’d like to say yes, that sex positive people are the only ones that would play in this world but past experience has proved that isn’t the case. I’ve had people try to remove condoms and I’ve lost count of the amount of random fingers sudden thrust into my arse when I’ve clearly stated no anal play.

Sadly it’s put me into a mindset that I really don’t want to put myself at risk of this happening again. There’s only one of me and so many of them, what hope have I got that this would actually be a positive experience for me?

There’s also another factor I need to take into account. It’s rare that I’m attracted to people I’ve not met before, I need to get to know someone before I become attracted to them. My time spent swinging I had plenty of unsatisfying sex and that’s probably because I didn’t feel any connection. Maybe that makes me fairly demisexual, I’m not sure and it’s not something I’ve given too much thought to.

All the above has meant I’ve given gang bangs quite a lot of thought. Or at least the logistics of them, are they ever likely to be a reality or not.

Well, there is a way round it. First and most importantly, I need someone that is in control and making sure my limits are adhered to. And secondly I need to be hooded so I can’t see who is fucking me, not only does that take away the problem of a lack of attraction, it’s taps right into my objectification kink.

I’ve always played out one particular scenario in my mind and that’s me bent over a pile of pillows on a bed, giving access to all of my holes whilst still being quite comfortable for me and my painful joints. But there is another location that could work very well and that location would be a sex swing which allows people to surround me and move me around to suit their needs.

And my final point on gang bangs is the gendered assumptions. I don’t want my gang bang to just be me surrounded by cisgendered men. I want to be surrounded by a huge variety of different types of cock. That means being fucked by factory installed cocks, girl cocks, strap ons or any description you give your cock!

If you want to escape cis heteronormativity, then come join my gang!