Kept in the dark

If you’d asked me a few years ago if I’d ever consider using hoods, I’d have laughed in your face. I’ve never liked anything covering my face and having my sight taken away scares me.

Then someone planted the seed as a fantasy. I am one of those people that will twist something that scares me into something that scares me and turns me on at the same time. It grew and grew in my mind and the final thing that clicked into place was the thought that maybe the Keeper will be rougher and meaner to me if he can’t see my face. Maybe that dehumanising aspect will work on a different level than expected.

So off I go to research which hood I wanted. A full face, or one with a helpful mouth hole, or maybe an eye hole too for starters. Then I needed to work out what material would be best, spandex would be comfy but a little see through too, whereas latex would completely remove my sight but would smell strongly. Well I took too long researching, The Keeper ordered a hood!

It was a spandex full face one with a handy mouth opening, the one that appears in the image for this post. The first thing I noticed is how it folds my ears over and I don’t like my ears folded! Once we realised hoods can’t just be yanked over your head, they need to be placed and adjusted we noticed something else. They immediately make me feel more submissive. I quieten down and I’m still.

“Don’t Worry About The Darkness In My Soul. It Ignites Me Like An Embered Coal.”

Anon

I was taken from a place of being wary about hoods to a place of loving hoods in that moment.

We added a second hood to my collection, this one is a latex one but my nose and mouth are exposed. Being latex it completely shuts out any light and there’s no chance of seeing anything when I open my eyes.

I’m not sure how I’d feel if my mouth was also completely covered. I like that feeling of being able to breathe freely and I get the added bonus that my mouth is ready to be filled with either a cock or a gag.

For me hoods are definitely more about humiliation. Whilst wearing one isn’t necessarily humiliating itself, the dehumanising aspect turns me into an object to be used. I love how he uses me differently when I’m hooded, he is rougher with me and that is a definite bonus for me.

There is also an element of fear play that could work. A hood placed over my head as part of a kidnap scene but that would be a different kind of hood. A cloth bag that can hastily be applied rather than a hood that needs placement, having bent ears would just leave me feeling grumpy.

I also have fantasies about being hooded and kept in the corner whilst I can only listen to him fuck someone else. And when we are allowed to see people again this will no longer just be a fantasy.

Could I be the one playing with a hooded partner. This is a tricky one. If it’s purely for tease and enjoying surprising my partner with what I’m doing, then possibly. Although I’m definitely all about the visual feedback, I need to see their reactions to get physical enjoyment from it. If it’s in a controlling and dominant manner, then absolutely not. That’s just not who I am and it leaves me feeling cold.

Hoods are definitely for me to wear and I love them. Put me in a hood, gag me, give me a collar and leash then I am going to be putty in your hands. An object for your enjoyment.