I was hoping that I’d manage to write April’s round up post when May wasn’t into double digit dates but as always life ran away with me again. I can only apologise for being so late…again!
This months fabulous writing
Belt and Flashlight: the joy of weird sex by Girl on the Net
The first word that popped into my head when I read this was ‘nnnnnggggghhhhh’. I realise thats not exactly a word but it definitely conveys my feelings about this. You have no idea how much I need him to tie my legs together and fuck a Fleshlight now, which is a bit of a shame as we disposed of it a while ago as it was never used *sigh*. However, I do want to add a little twist on this. How about we don’t use a Fleshlight but instead he fucks another real person? All the time I can feel him thrusting into me but I can see the look of pleasure in her eyes whilst I feel the frustration. hold on…I think I need a moment!
This next post comes with a CW as it discussed baby loss
Finding safety more fun than risks by Floss
What I love about Floss is the fact she never shies away from writing about some really tough subjects and this is a tough subject. Losing a child under any circumstances is devastating, knowing its up to you to make that choice is incredibly so. And sometimes we feel extreme guilt, which manifests itself in random ways, about those decisions and thats a valid thing to feel. Learning we need to forgive ourselves and we need to curb our behaviour before it has serious consequences, both physical and mental, it a hard lesson to learn. It’s something I have also had to learn too.
The intimacy of sharing food by Little Switch Bitch
Oh my goodness, you can feel the joy oozing off the screen with this one. I couldn’t help but smile whilst reading this. Our senses are key to locking in those special memories, just a single smell or taste and they will come flooding back again as if they were yesterday.
Hurt by Mollys Daily Kiss ft The Charmer
This is another one of those posts you can feel. And this one I felt right down to my bones. It’s dark and it makes me feel very very needy. It taps into those feelings that I feel I shouldn’t feel and yet I do. I love/hate someone getting right into my head and fucking with me.
This months gorgeous images
One day I’ll fly away by Blue Submission
This is a stunning bit of photography. I think anyone who has been suspended knows how it feels like you’re floating away. It should come with a warning though, I spent the rest of the day singing (badly) 99 Red Balloons!
Skeleton leaf by Exposing 40
Skeleton leaves are incredibly beautiful and I can relate to the fragility of them right now. The over exposed feel to this image captures that perfectly. But the words in this also made me laugh, I miss being around friends and having these type of conversations you can only really have in person.
Rubenesque by Honey
When I first saw this image I gasped. I was at a loss as to what to say and it took me a while to work out why. We’re trained to take those images of our ‘good’ sides. To suck everything in and stretch out those rolls to make ourselves look ‘perfect’. Well thats a big fucking lie. If we do all of those things, all we feel is shame around not being ‘perfect’ but perfection is an illusion. We all have our lumps and bumps and instead of hiding them away we should be showing them off because curves are beautiful.
Outdoor joy by Molly
This is Molly in her natural habitat. Doesn’t she look so perfectly happy here? In fact I know she is. I would be too, although something tells me the air is cooler than the image conveys. What I would give to find myself a big comfy tyre to lounge in whilst enjoying the warm sunshine on my skin. Although I could maybe do without any walkers and their nosy dogs!