This month has been a strange one, our whole world has been turned upside down by COVID-19. We don’t know when or how it will return to normal or what the new normal will be. The one thing I am grateful for is how everybody adapted very quickly to what is going on and for the most part are helping each other through some devastating decisions that are being made. I, like everybody else, was very much looking forward to Eroticon. And whilst it is incredibly sad that it could not take place, I am incredibly grateful to Molly for making one of the most difficult decisions and protecting us from what would have been some awful outcomes for so many of us. For that I want to give her and the rest of the Eroticon team a huge thank you.
With that, lets move onto this months (late) edition of What’s the Buzz!
This months fabulous writing
Impact and intentions by Molly Moore
This completely blew me away and I can’t thank her enough for writing this post.I really hope people read it and understand how harmful their impact on the world can be even if that wasn’t their intention. We all do things that hurt other people, usually from our own thoughless actions but the majority of us don’t intend to cause that harm. What we do need to do is take ownership of what we’ve done rather than brush it away but by taking ownership we can limit the harm that is caused. Since reading this I’ve attempted to change the way I interact with people. Someone said something to me that was hurtful, it was thoughlessness rather than intentional and they apologised immediately. Instead of responding to their apology with a ‘its ok, you didn’t mean it’, I thanked them for their apology and then moved on. Humans are fluid beings, that means we can learn and better oursleves, if we don’t do that then we don’t become our best selves and that does us a great disservice.
Other women by Zebra Rose
I nodded along all the way through this. I identify both as bi and genderqueer and have done for many years. However women terrify me! I don’t have any idea how to flirt with them and I’m fairly sure thats meant I’ve missed out on opportunities with people who didn’t know I was interested. I’m better, although still not great with men but a total lack of confidence means I don’t know if people are interested in me either. So pretty much a walking disaster when it comes to meeting people!
What it feels like to get pumped full of cum by Girl on the Net
This was an absolute revelation to read. I came to the realisation many years ago that I am dead on the inside. If anything is happening inside me, short of being pulled and pushed around, I can feel nothing. In fact this post gave me the perfect opportunity to have a conversation with my partner about it. “Can you tell I’m about to cum?’ he asked. Well yes because he has a lovely flush on his cheeks and his breaths and moans get quicker and louder and thats really fucking hot. As for throbs from the base of his cock, only when his cock is in my hand or mouth, when its in my cunt he’s thrusting and I can’t feel the throb past the thrust. We need to experiment with him holding still…not holding my breath for that to happen though. ‘What about spurts of jizz?’ he asked. Nope, I am dead on the inside and feel nothing until it trickles out of me…unfff. This probably explains why I’m not bothered by dildo’s, I love him fucking me because its him fucking me. But, I’m still not going to turn down a fucking machine if I get the opportunity.
Fantasy Inc by Cara Thereon
This is actually the second part of the story so make sure you go back and read the first too, hopefully *hints* there will be more tales along these lines too. I want this to exist in real life because I want to go. I want this to be me. No, I need this to happen to me. This is a call for any volunteers to help me out, you don’t have to be penis owners those of you with strap-ons etc can apply too. It actually got my horn back up and running after Coronavirus anxiety and my period kicked my mojo into outer space somewhere, so a huge thank you for making me feel human and slutty again.
This months gorgeous images
Honey by Little Switch Bitch
Ok, so I maybe a little biased with this one. A Bee loves her honey, especially when its dripping tantilisingly from a very sexy woman. I’m sure I can be forgiven for wanting to lick every single drop up.
Bouquet by Focused and Filthy
A splash of spring colours is just what we need in an uncertain world. It gives us hope there will be warmth after winter and life after lockdown. And honestly, this shot is just so damn clever and inspired!
Sweet friendships by Molly Moore
This made me tear up when I saw it the first time round and is doing the same again now. I know this was taken at a time when two of my dearest friends were supporting each other through a very painful and scary time. It also serves as a reminder of just how much I miss my friends which is what I’m finding the hardest aspect of isolation. There will come a time again when I get to hug these two beautiful women, hopefully even at the same time. Until then I will continue to miss them and will continue to connect with them virtually, which is lovely, just not the same.
Task 6: Flourish by ML Slave Puppet
Wow! Just how beautiful is this. Not only is this so pretty it taps right into my spikey things kink with those staples. I am so in awe of her ability to do this to herself, I’m too much of a wimp and value having someone else that can hurt me.
Reach out! by Honey
How good is this? It makes me want to reach into the image and hold her hand. It also makes me realise I’m not good at asking others for help. In the currently climate I’m very priviledged in that I can continue to work at home and I’m with my partner and not everyone is so lucky. However, this isn’t a contest and we’re all allowed to have moments we struggle but I do feel guilty that I have those moments and that means I’m not reaching out to others when I feel low.
