I don’t wear make up including lipstick often, in fact it’s probably been well over a year since I last wore any at all.
I have a complicated relationship with it. Firstly, I’m just no good at putting it on and making it look good. I watch tutorials but I still end up looking like that toddler who’s just discovered their mothers make up for the first time.
And secondly, it’s supposed to make you more feminine and therefore attractive. And yet I just feel clumsy and clown like in it. I’m not a traditionally feminine person, I’ve shied away from that my whole life, it feels like I’m trying to be something I’m not and is probably well and truly tied up in my gender dysphoria.
Luckily my partner isn’t too bothered by me wearing make up or not, except in one scenario. He loves seeing lipstick on his cock and now I feel bad I’ve not worn any for so long!
But there is something better than having lipstick on his cock, it’s having two different shades from two different mouths as they share and enjoy his cock together.