He often tells me to keep still, mostly when he’s taking photos, but I’m not good at keeping still. I think I’m just breathing so he’ll tell me to stop!
I’m a real fidget, keeping still is something I just can’t do, even if I’m sitting on the sofa I have to be doing something else too.
I also have a bit of a thing for non-compliance. I’m not someone to easily and willingly submit, you have to make me. In fact, I have been known to stare him in the eye and challenge him to make me. I need the fight, I need to be ‘forced’ within our set limits. I need to be pinned down, I need to be tied down.
Honour bondage is the opposite of that, it requires the willingness to submit without the need for rope or restraints. I do think it could be very hot if that’s your thing but it’s just not for me.
That doesn’t mean I go against any orders I’m given, I do carry them out but they may be carried out grudgingly or playfully. I know this may seem bratty to some but I’m a playful person and I like things to be fun. Kink is supposed to be fun and when I squirm and fight back we’re often laughing which is exactly how I like my kink i.e. being anything other than still.