I always endeavour to be a positive person but there are times that isn’t the reality. This blog is a reflection of me therefore along with the positivity I also need to show the darker times.
There are some big changes happening in my life right now, some are positive but none of them come without any negative consequences. Within the next few months I have big changes occurring at work. I am looking forward to new challenges and meeting new people but saying goodbye to others fills me with a great deal of sadness.
At home our relationship is also evolving and not all of those changes are positive, we are both under a huge amount of pressure and neither of us have been able to pour as much time and energy into each other as we should do. That in turn triggers feelings of guilt and inadequacy which creates a cycle that needs to be broken.
Sadly I can’t ignore the changes that are happening across the UK right now. I really don’t want to dwell on them too much but we are entering a time of uncertainty.
All these changes occurring in such a short space of time is leaving me with feelings of fear, isolation and despair.