Look into my eyes is one of the most important phrases Sir says to me when we’re in a scene. Our eyes are so expressive and say much more than any words can at times. He wants to see how I’m reacting to him, he wants to know if I’m alright, that he’s not taking me too far. Pushing my boundaries is what he likes, breaking me is not his goal.
This particular scene was one of those that will forever stand out in my mind. It left me happy and floating for days afterwards, infact friends did comment on the daft goofy grin I had on my face.
As he took photos of the needlework in my back, he knelt in front of me and uttered those words again ‘Look into my eyes, my beautiful Bee’ as I lifted my head to look he raised the camera and took a few snaps. Any other day I’d grouch at having my face in frame but I was in no position to put up a fight. When he showed me the images my breath was taken away, I’ve never seen my submission to him as clear as I did in that moment.