Begging for it

I have mixed feeling about begging and this post has really got me thinking quite deeply, so thanks for that!

We use begging in our play in a number of different ways. Firstly he loves me to beg him for his cock and its here we cross the first hurdle. How do I beg? There’s only so many times I can say ‘Please Sir, may I suck your cock?’ before I start feeling really uncomfortable. I’m not good enough with words, especially when I’m in the moment, to come up with other phrases which makes me feel repetitive and lacking creativity and once those feelings of self doubt come into play I’m no longer in the moment but feeling a little lost. Or perhaps I should kneel upright with my hands in front of me, panting like a dog but I’m fairly sure that would kill the moment for both of us! There have been times though when I’m restrained he positions himself in such away his cock is just out of reach of my tongue, I can almost taste him but I just can’t, it’s my eyes and facial expressions that are doing the begging then without a word to be heard.

Then there’s begging him to let me cum, again here we also have problems. It can be incredibly hot being held on the edge but there’s a fine line between holding me there and giving me an incredibly strong orgasm to holding me there that bit too long and I fall off the wrong edge, orgasm gone and not to be seen again for a while, which also has the added extra of leaving me feeling grumpy! That point of no return can vary from day to day, hour to hour. In turn that means there is a huge amount pressure for Sir to know exactly where I am along that line and that hasn’t been an easy discovery, it’s something we both have had to work out.

Finally, there is the use of our magic wand. He will hold it against my clit and force me to cum over and over until it’s painfully sensitive and I can’t take any more. It’s only then that I can come up with every way possible of begging him to stop. Unfortunately that will often include the words ‘stop you evil Bastard’, I’m sure you can imagine how that ends for me!